goal 14/12/2009

this year, i aim to finish the whole series of harry potter, and catch up with the movies… it’s now all behind the schedule (finished half of “half blood prince). but i dun wanna rush it and ruin the  joy of reading. so i think i m gonna take it slowly.  next year, i wanna finish at least 6 new books (10 would be the best).

In 2010, i aim to learn photo shooting (photography). mainly about the composition. i aim to take an interesting picture by self learning.  talking about not  just using a dslr, but an ordinary dc, or even iphone.

meanwhile, i also wanna retake the level 2 exam of japanese proficiency test next year. considering the working/holiday visa of japan.

Dun be greedy 13/12/2009

Just pls remember that. Then will be whole lot more happier. Chan Sui ling, pls pls pls! Think about whot u really need! Discard the thinking of people-want-whot-u-want-whot plsssssssss

write in english 13/12/2009

reason of having another blog in there is : my dear friend desmond. he got his dear iphone recently and he fully utilized it, even writing blog (so not “him”). i also wanna update my blog anytime and anywhere. though not good in writing in english, pardon me for the wrong grammar and spelling, or even msn-style-chin-english. Still, it’s quicker to type…

i realized that every time i have a mood to write, it’s all the down time or in bad mood… apologize for expressing so much negative energy…..still , i am learning to use “haha” concept everyday. Bad time, i will ” haha”  laugh away the bad stuffs….Good time, of coz ” haha” to hear the noisy laughter of myself.

Recently i feel kind of lonely, mainly at work. I dunno why, feeling very insecure in many ways. i know i am a paranoid person, always sensitive by the surrounding. still i dunno how to fight this feeling. at the same time, i hate myself being like this, i have to be mature since i am not a kid any more…

anyway, i will survive. my career goal is still the same, a librarian assistant in tung chung public library (i heard the cheering, thanks!)