Just pls remember that. Then will be whole lot more happier. Chan Sui ling, pls pls pls! Think about whot u really need! Discard the thinking of people-want-whot-u-want-whot plsssssssss
write in english 13/12/2009
reason of having another blog in there is : my dear friend desmond. he got his dear iphone recently and he fully utilized it, even writing blog (so not “him”). i also wanna update my blog anytime and anywhere. though not good in writing in english, pardon me for the wrong grammar and spelling, or even msn-style-chin-english. Still, it’s quicker to type…
i realized that every time i have a mood to write, it’s all the down time or in bad mood… apologize for expressing so much negative energy…..still , i am learning to use “haha” concept everyday. Bad time, i will ” haha” laugh away the bad stuffs….Good time, of coz ” haha” to hear the noisy laughter of myself.
Recently i feel kind of lonely, mainly at work. I dunno why, feeling very insecure in many ways. i know i am a paranoid person, always sensitive by the surrounding. still i dunno how to fight this feeling. at the same time, i hate myself being like this, i have to be mature since i am not a kid any more…
anyway, i will survive. my career goal is still the same, a librarian assistant in tung chung public library (i heard the cheering, thanks!)